About Me
My name is Cortney, im 15, and live in Wynne Arkansas, i have brown/blonde hair, blue eyes, and im 5'6
I Love
life, my friends, my family, having fun, God!, reading, gymnastics, love itself,my boyfriend,T.J., and my cell phone!
I Hate
liars, being a preacher's kid, love, being hurt, getting ur heart broken, failing, not knowing what to do, feeling confused...
Well its been a really long time since i updated and i figured it was time to update...where to start?... well i have been through alot and i feel like i have come along ways so after me and tj broke up me and john started talking and things started off really rough with me and him... b/c he graduated last year and he works in south carolina and he comes home for 2 weeks and stays gone for 2 weeks... so while me and him were "talking" i made out w/a guy and as ashamed as i am to say it ... i tried drugs... anyways...john came home and me and him started officially going out and he left for 2 weeks and came back and these past 2 weeks have been the best of my life... i really dont know where to start...a part of me is scared that things with me and him arent real but when i look at him and he tells me i love you its awesome... i can honestly say he is completely different from any other guy i have ever been with...He wants the best for me and he will do anything for me and i would do the same for him... idk i wish i knew how to describe it... tomorrow we will have been together for a month and i cant believe it...it has flown by... he is the first guy i have been able to be w/ whenever i want to besides when he is gone and go out and have fun with lol like saturday night me and him and some friends went to the street races at memphis it was crazy watching people at 1:30 in the morning hiding from the police just to race lol now that i look back on the past i realize everything happens for a reason and i am a strong person because of it the part that scares me though is i cant help but wonder if things w/me and john are going to turn out like my past relationships? i hope not and i guess all i can do is wait and see. My grandmother called yesterday asking me to come down for Easter w/e... idk though i really want to i just dont want to deal with my dad and i dont want all the drama that there was at christmas i just want them to realize things are going to be how they are and im not changing them back hopefully it will all work out though well i really dont know what else to say... i guess this is to long for yall anyways lol
<3Cortney